Paid in Full

A Memoir of Control, Choice, and the High Price of Survival.

A raw, unfiltered look at the economics of desire and how to reclaim your value in a world that tries to put a price tag on it.

Paid in
Full

Lisa English

The Paid in Full Curriculum

"I thought I was selling my body. I learned I was selling a fantasy. And once I understood the difference, I controlled the transaction."
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Prologue: The Mirror Effect

A visceral survival story that redefines the 'Static' of the industry.

Entry Strategy
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Part I: The Invisible Girl

The Indiana roots of resilience and the hunger for actual visibility.

Foundational Worth
02

Part II: Marrying the Monster

The black guitar, the chain-link steering wheel, and the high price of outrunning an evil you can't predict.

The Ransom
03

Part III: The Business of Pleasure

Leverage, economics, and the art of the 'Upfront' transaction.

Market Value
04

Part IV: The Crack in the Foundation

The cost of survival and the reality of high-stakes loss.

Depreciation
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Part V: The Final Stand

Horror movie logic, leather gloves, and the choice to bleed for your freedom.

The Exit Strategy

The Paid in Full Philosophy

01. Detach from Validation

Your market value is determined by your internal state, not the external 'bid'.

02. Control the Transaction

Always get the 'upfront'—whether it's money, respect, or boundaries.

03. Own the Exit

A hustle without an exit strategy is just a more expensive cage.

Lisa English

Lisa English

Author & Entrepreneur

Meet Lisa

Lisa English didn’t take the traditional route to the boardroom. Starting her career in the nightlife industry, she navigated complex power dynamics, high-stakes financial environments, and the raw reality of human psychology.

What started as a means of survival became a masterclass in economics. She learned that the rules of the club—perception, leverage, and boundary setting—applied directly to the corporate world.

Now, she translates those gritty lessons into actionable strategies for entrepreneurs, creatives, and anyone looking to reclaim their narrative. Paid in Full is her manifesto on turning stigma into strength.

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Discussion: What is the biggest misconception about "easy money"?

JD

Chapter 4 really hit home for me. People think it's just showing up, but the emotional labor is the real cost.

MK

Exactly. I never thought about negotiation that way until I read the section on "The Exit Strategy". Changed how I freelance.

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